cold, quiet, this silent moment
residing before me
he is much
much of what I’d hoped he’d be
sweetness, yes it envelops me
breathless, perfect
tranquility
there you are
seconds of a tender embrace
you fill me up
if ever I could feel that that is enough
my heart would allow this stealthy escape
let you be
oh how can I make that happen to me
assurance, strength, capability
these remains entwined with vulnerability
desire, yearning, infatuation
can this be named ruthless reality
ideal night
winter, moonlight
lingering before me
he is much
much of what I’d hoped he’d be
traces of possibility
if only a twist of fate
a completion to something, everything
You
what my heart would’ve wished for
in a soul mate.