My heart takes me back, back to hell
With secrets dug deep into my heart
Like murky water at the black bottom of a well
My desires take me to new levels
Of lowliness, wish I could
Somehow instead embrace holiness
To do whats right and screw
What’s wrong
But I feel its too late, all my
Anticipations are gone
If I could reap the goodness I know
And bring happiness to myself
I would eat the rotting earth beneath me
Just to cultivate this wealth
For my desires and passion for
Wasted hopes is aging my own health
And I know sorrow and lost time
Instead of laughter I once felt
How can I skip above the known steps
Of this endless cycle I’m drawn to
How can I grab onto an anchor
To escape this vortex I belong to
How can I make myself not want you
And you and you
And you?
Vortex
